For me, it's mostly about lapses in muscle memory. Some days I go out and am loose and everything just seems to click. Then other days I am just off, can't get my release point established and just spray drives all over the place. I don't play in larger groups because if I'm having a melt down it's just pure torture.
What's helped me a lot is just to keep reminding myself that I play this game because I really love it, everything about it, and I'm out enjoying nature and getting exercise. I then just try to relax and let everything flow. I get the idea of not keeping score but I just can't do it. Good mediocre or terrible, I have to know how I'm doing.
What's helped me a lot is just to keep reminding myself that I play this game because I really love it, everything about it, and I'm out enjoying nature and getting exercise. I then just try to relax and let everything flow. I get the idea of not keeping score but I just can't do it. Good mediocre or terrible, I have to know how I'm doing.