I am going back to my original gripe about not making it into this year's tournament. I earned over four times the requirement to get in because I played well - not spectacular, but well - in last year's tournament. I had to play well because I wanted to be in this tournament because my schedule is very limited. I blocked off the whole month to ensure I could play this year.
I am still sitting 10th on the waiting list with only a day left to go.
Now with the increase and missing this year's tournament, I feel like I am being double punished. I am scrambling to find big enough tournaments to play well in that will fit in my schedule. I already have 450 off one tournament and am playing in one in August about the same size. That still puts me about two or three big tournaments short. My wife is upset that I am now blocking off more dates this year, but she understands. The only thing working in my favor is that I could play in Masters next year (I could this year, but there are almost no points in that division) and have a lower points threshold.
Not only is my schedule tight, but I also cannot afford to travel more than a state away. Next year's tournament is still within a day's drive, but I am fearing that tournament will be my last if they start moving it to different parts of the country.
I begrudge or belittle no one who got in, this mess is not your fault, but I am still pissed about the situation. As wrong as it sounds, I do not like the situation that I am in that I have to play more disc golf - the key words there are HAVE TO- in order to participate in an experience that I would normally miss because of location and that I have shown a dedication that I want to go. Not only that, but now there is the added stress of playing well for points and not strictly for the enjoyment of the sport. Last year was a blast because I knew I was going to make my points (again, four times the minimum) and thought with a 100% certainty that I would be playing this year as well and getting points from that.
Now, I am also aware of how hypocritical I could sound if and when I get those points. If I cross over the threshold, do I now have a better chance of ensuring my spot next year so that this does not happen again? What would happen if I am again relegated to the waiting list even after making those points with all the extra effort from the second half of this year? If I do make it in with no problems, am I going to be glad that the minimum was raised?